february 26

this week has sucked so bad. too many things to list and no one likes a whiner.

L8R

february 25

^^this weekend, but not me. and better. and bonier. HAHA
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i wanted to do this on here too, so i got it from kayla. it seems like my answers are never the same when i do this.

time started - 1:00 pm in Spanish 3. haha
full name - skylar cierra jones
nickname(s) - peanut, sky, little, jones
birthday - april 24, 1992
where were you born - north carolina
height - 5'7". kinda
weight - not telling
hair color - bright red
eye color - blue
shoe size - 9
ring size - 7
skin type (freckles, tan, albino, etc.) - pale
blood type - idk
siblings - kristie jeffrey lee justin cole styrling sleydar
tattoos - none YET
piercings - industrial, bellybutton, ears
hobbies - drawing, listening to music, watching tv, redwork

favorite:
color - gray
food - anything w/ noodles
candy - twizzlers
type of cheese - mozzerella (sp?)
pizza topping - cheeeeesy
salad dressing - ranch or italian
sandwich - banana and mayo
cereal - UMMMM. ctc, apple jacks, pops, honey comb, froot loops, fruity and cocoa pebbles, raisin bran...pretty much all kinds except kashi.
fruit - ALL KINDS
vegetable - broccoli
berry - strawberry
cake - chocolate
book - blue like jazz. or night. or eclipse.. haha
movie - american history x
tv show - FRIENDS
website - facebook. this and tumblr too
radio station - 100.3, 92.3, 94.1
font - arial, times
cartoon character - spongebob
actor - edward norton
actress - sandra bullock
cd - right now THE FAME MONSTER
song - idk but wish you were here by pink floyd
music group - led zeppelin, always
music type - pretty much all
day of the week - usually saturdays
month - april duh
season - spring
holiday - christmas
shampoo - dove
conditioner - same
phrase - SUCK IT UP PRINCESS
store - american eagle
weather - mild. breezy but warm
restaurant - too hard to pick
channel - the cw
weekend activity - uhhhhh. work?
hangout - my house or someone elses. the pb
sport to watch - football. NY GIANTS or baseball, RED SOX
sport to play - nonezies
animal - dog
flower - buttercup
board game - life
party game - .......
story from childhood - some story my papaw used to tell me about a dog, i dont remember it but i know i loved it.
body part - hands

have you ever:
been on a train - yes
been on a plane - yes
been in a car accident - yes
caused a car accident - yes
run into a wall - no
burned a potato chip - no
almost burned the house down - yeah
smoked - yes
been drunk - no
broken the law - yes
burned a cd (if yes, the one above is yes) - yes
kissed someone of the opposite sex - yes
kissed someone of the same sex - no
gotten engaged - no
had an online relationship - no
been rejected by a crush - who hasnt
loved - yeah
made yourself cry to get out of trouble - DUH
cried in public - yeah. at work
cried over a movie - yeah
fallen asleep in a movie theater - in monsters v. aliens, i was so tired and sick
given someone a bath - niece and nephew
been to a boarding school - no
been home-schooled - no
lost a valuable item - not really
bungee jumped - no
skied - no
met the president - no
met a celebrity - no
gotten a cavity - yes
shopped at abercrombie & fitch - fuck that
made a prank call - YES
skipped school - yes
faked sick to get out of school - yes
climbed a tree - yes
fallen from a tree - no
broken a bone - yes
sprained anything - no
passed out - yes
made yourself pass out - ...no
been to disney world - no
been to a theme park (not disney) - yes
said i love you and meant it (not to a relative) - yes
made a model volcano (working model) - no
made a clover leaf with your tounge - no

past:
what did you do yesterday - went to school, went to work
memory you miss the most - when dad was home, my adoptive dad, being little
memory you want to forget - idk, none
something you regretted after it was done - idk

the last:
song you heard - aenema...i never know if i spell that right
cd you bought - the fame monster
thing you said - youre stupid, tyler
time you cried - last night. stressed as hell
movie seen in a theater - valentines day
thing you ate - pop tart
person who called - mom
nail polish shade worn - none in forever
time you showered - this morning
person who complimented you - dmb prolly

at this moment:
what are you listening to - kelsea talk
what are you wearing - gray ae sweater, jeans, shoes
what are you thinking - jfkaljsdldjkl;sa
what are you scared of most - losing people i love

future:
occupation - tattoo artist or drug rehab counselor
marriage site - boone
honeymoon - europe
place to live - boone
kids - 0
car - my little baby neon forever
what are you doing tomorrow - school and work
will there be a WWIII - prob.
will politics ever be truthful - no

do you believe in:
heaven - yes
hell - yes
angels - yes
devil - yes
God - yes
buddha - yes
aliens - no
ghosts - yes
spirit (soul) - yes
soulmates - sure
reincarnation - no
love at first sight - no
karma - yes
love in general - sure
luck - no
yourself - sure

who and when was your first crush - idk someone in kindergarten prolly.
a celebrity crush - hey robert pattinson
whose number do you want - no ones
what is something you dont understand about the opposite sex - how they like the most dumbass girls on the planet. just sayin'
on scale of one to ten, how romantic are you - negative 5
what do you look for personality-wise - humility, honesty, kindness
something the opposite sex wears that you like - slip ons. tight flannels, if youre skinny
something the opposite sex wears that you don't like - tacky slouchy pants. idk
the most romantic thing that has happened to you - idk
do you want to hug somebody right now - no

describe:
mellow - relaxed
melancholy - sad
the perfect date - nap
the perfect mate - idk
why manhole covers are round - for the round people going in them

one or the other:
coke/pepsi - pepsi
sprite/7-up - Sprite
vanilla/chocolate - Chocolate
flowers/candy - candy
book/magazine - both. i guess book
tv/radio - tv i guess
glass half empty/half full - neither one ITS LIQUID IN A CUP
democrat/republican - socially dem.
colored pencils/markers - no colored pencils they dont blend well
coffee/tea - BOTH BOTH BOTH
sun/moon - moon
day/night - night
hot/cold - middle
dog/cat - puppies and kittens
button/zipper - button
cotton/feather pillow - feather
blue/purple - purple
jeans/shorts - jeans
long distance relationship/none - i'm not sure about that one. maybe for a short period of time long distance.
mechanical/regular pencil - Depends, writing- mechanical. Drawing-regular
romantic comedy/thriller - thriller
nsync/bsb - neither
peanut butter/jelly - neither
waffles/pancakes - waffles
letter/email - letter from my dad
florida/california - california, never been to fl
pizza/burgers - burgers
hat/visor - neither
movie at home/in theater - at home

first thing you think of when you hear:
yellow - bird
red lipstick - classy
socks - wool
cowtipping - cars
moulin rouge - glitter
greenland - ice
iceland - green
harry potter - "you're a wizard, harry"
red - my hair
blackberry - cobbler
rose - typical
rooster - aic
taxes - unfortunate
bill clinton - great economist
whipped cream - ice cream
george w. bush - idiot
lollipops - rainbow
dreams - id
love - life
guys - beer. haha kayla
south park - lame
boy bands - ....
pengiuns - tuxedos
girls - sluts
death - and all his friends
spoons - sliver
junk mail - email
dairy - milk
your father - tattoos
pizza - mellow mush
vitamin - e

are you:
happy - yes
sad - no
religious - no
crazy - no
messy - some
mad - no
slacker - sometimes
nerd - sometimes
bookworm - sometimes
jock - no
preppy - no
selfish - no
giving - yes
obsessive - no
violent - no
calm - sometimes
peaceful - sometimes
mellow - sometimes
eccentric - yes
caring - yes
untrustworthy - no
loyal - yes
patriotic - no
colorful - sometimes
artistic - yes

miscellaneous:
what color is your jacket - blue
do you shave - yeah
what color is your razor - purple
what size is your bed - queeeen
what color crayon would you be - olive
what are the last four digits of you phone number - 2816
how long does it take you to shower - 15 mins
who do you trust the most - no one. maybe my dad
is cussing a necessity in life - no, it's a habit
how about coffee - no
is the world screwed - the human race is
what something you can't live without - air
what time did you fall asleep - 11pm
can you live without a microwave - never
what do think about death - hate it
where and when do you want to be married - djskjdklajasdkl
why is the sky blue - not always blue
what is a good trait about yourself - open minded
how do you react to change - dont like it
do you talk to yourself - yeah sometimes
what is your opinion on love -
if you wrote a book, what would it be about - drugs...addiction and recovery, i dont have experience though. haha
time finished - 2:56 pm.. had to work on other stuff!

february 24

sorry for not writing yesterday. tragic, i know.

it really makes me mad when i work my ass off and dont get recognized, or appreciated for it one bit. im in such a bad mood right now.

thats all.

february 22, part 2

i just wanted to p.s. that i love tool. and i miss my dad.

okay bye.

february 22

today has been really boring. im going to the mellow mushroom this weekend <3 barnes and noble didnt have the heroin diaries, which really surprised me, but anyway i got todd the kurt cobain journals and a guitar world magazine with them crooked vultures on the front (we love them). and a one year old card. he loved it, im so glad. he deserved it.

nothing to talk about, maybe ill write tomorrow.

february 21

heheh. not much to say today, other than i hate it when people act like they know whats going on with you. and they really dont. richie and i broke up, i guess the whole fucking world knows that by now, but can everyone please stop making me feel like hitler for it. its nothing to do with him, i just dont want to date anyone.

also, i hate when people think that would've means would of. its would have. would have. would have. what a bright world we live in.

i bought the fame monster yesterday, a little late but YAY anyway. i will be cranking that first thing today. its early for me, because im going to church. i never go to church. this feels weeeeird!

tonight im giving my little todd his bday present. i ended up getting him a one year old card too, with a teddy bear on it. and they didnt have the heroin diaries (of course..) so i got him kurt cobain's journals. i read some of them last night.. soooo cool. im going to go buy it for myself.

i hope everyone has had a great weekend, im going to the house of the lord now.

quote of the day: i'm so ugly, that's okay, cause so are you. -kc

february 20

i had to put another picture of her, because i love this one so much. today i am going to buy the heroin diaries, by nikki sixx for todd. it is his favorite book. he told me that he couldnt bring himself to buy it. so im going to.

happy first birthday i love u.

february 19

life goes on. and i love lady gaga. that on her wrist is the matching tattoo tyler and i are getting. im getting my anchor on my right arm. and that on my left. and probably 'i believe them bones are me' (from an aic song) underneath it. just to make it my own in a way i guess. but i do love gaga, she's become my latest obsession. its weird and unlike me. but shes so out there, shes like her own work of art. thats why i like her so much.

today is my hero's first birthday. todd has been sober for a year and im so proud of him. i hope he knows that. rejoice world, have a great day todd, you deserve it i love you.

"it is time for congress to knock down the barriers to treatment and recovery for twenty six million americans suffering the ravages of alcohol and drug addiction."

february 18

tyler and i are getting matching tattoos <3 ill start writing more when i get time to breathe.

quote of the day: "My grandmother is basically blind, but she can make out the lighter parts, like my skin and hair. She says, 'I can see you, because you have no pants on.' So I`ll continue to wear no pants so that my grandma can see me." -LG
word of the day: cozy (adj): snuggly and warm

february 17

i woke up with bright red hair today. i gotta get used to it, but i really like it. its something different and thats what i needed.

they told us all of the spring due dates for the grad project. i get stressed even when i hear that word. or those words. tonight im going to the library for it. gag. i need a print source, and its hard to find newspaper articles online about print journalism. so to the library im going.

i dont have much to say today. im stressed and flustered and not in the right mindset to blog. so more tomorrow.

quote of the day: "as usual, there is a great woman behind every idiot." -john lennon
word of the day: frothy (adj): bubbling, bubbly, effervescing, foaming, foamy

february 16

i'm back on track today. hey hey! i decided i'm going to start including pictures i find every day. how exciting, right!? a lot of these are courtesy of ashley brown's tumblr page. and yes, i want a little baby hedgehog! how could you ever resist such a sweet baby face? when did i become the type of person that gets giddy over hedgehogs?

yesterday i drove by and found the apartments that i was talking about. they are on weaver drive. i wrote down the number but i still havent called to get a pricing. i will by the end of this week i guess. theyre so cute, i really hope theyre not out of my price range. they have white brick and dark brown doors. and the stair railings are black iron. theyre pretty. i hope i can get one. ill have to post a picture on here soon.

we finished the movie phenomenon today in psychology. id never heard of it, but it has john travolta (<3) in it and kyra sedgwick (sp?) and it was so good. thats all i have to say about that. i have a feeling we're going to be watching a lot of movies in there.. that class is beyond boring. i've seen a lot of white rats being tested for psychological constructs this week and i might just die.

i got a valentines card from my dad yesterday :) they have a really small selection of cards, so the one he sent had puppies and said "god must love me, because he gave me a great friend like you". dad wrote beside friend: "/daughter" man, i miss him. they just moved him to a medical camp, and im not sure really what that means, but he said it sucked. he told me it was a lot like 'one flew over the cuckoo's nest' (thats a book that was written in the sixties.. i recommend it for a laugh or two). i feel so bad for him. could you even imagine being in a situation like that. its depressing to even think about. hes strong though. and he comes up for review in march, thank god.

im dyeing my hair tonight. yay. redhead induction tonight. i hope i dont look like a ginger. i mean i hope its a mix, like what i posted yesterday in the pictures of HW. crossin' my fingers!

tomorrow christian and i have to take our picture for 'born in the wrong generation'. i still think its hilarious that i got that. i didnt know people in the senior class even knew me that well. i guess ill just wear my (AUTHENTIC.. haha) led zep shirt and my reeeally flared pants. and no shoes, duh.

quote of the day: "how wonderful life is with gaga in the world." -elton john
word of the day: conundrum (n): a riddle, the answer to which involves a pun or play on words, as what is black and white and read all over? a newspaper.

february 13

i skipped yesterday. i hate when i forget stuff like this. oh well. yesterday was our deadline in yearbook, so for the whole hour and a half i was rushing in and out of the room, taking pictures, uploading them, adding captions, sorting through them on the y drive, finalizing, and finally submitting all my pages (all 26 of them). the senior portraits were the really stressful part. and the art page was assigned to someone else who's on the staff now, but i ended up doing it. so thankfully mrs. lynn ignored my first mistake of the period. (my senior portrait spreads were supposed to be turned in at the beginning of fourth period.)

anyway, that stress is over and done with. last night at work was great for once. it started snowing while i was there, so of course mom was blowing up my phone with texts telling me to be careful and stuff. but anyway, sometimes when i'm working, doing stuff like sweeping or bussing tables, i think about all the things that i need to do. like last night, it was my sketchbook and my second graduation project editorial. and i start getting stressed out. but last night i told myself that there's no need to stress over something that i can get done. so i'm not gonna worry about it.

i'm tired of the snow. it always happens on fridays, when we're not in school, and it ruins any weekend plans that i have. but thankfully sam and i are still going to olive garden with her family tonight. i'm excited.

mrs. goodnight gave me a new altered book to start on, since i never worked on my last one anymore. i think i actually threw it away because i got so agitated with trying to get things together in it. she told me to just really take my time with it. like, a lot of time. so the book she gave me is called luther tarbox, and it's about a fisherman who loves his wife and the sea. there's really cool pictures in it. i like nautical stuff a lot anyway. i'm going to read the story first before i start on it.

my new plans for this summer: work more, buy an apartment in lexington, start dccc on august 16.

that's all for today.

february 11

yearbook has been hectic this week. i've had a major deadline, which includes almost all of my pages. next week will be filled with senior superlatives and staff photos. lots of work and even more stress.

i like the new semester for the most part. art is, of course, my favorite part of the day. right now we're doing sketches of tools with ink washes, graphite, and charcoal. mrs goodnight was almost mad at me because i stopped working on my altered book. she gave me a new one and told me to start. she said that i shouldn't worry about the limitations that i have on it. that's always my problem in art. i set a really high standard for myself, and when something doesn't look exactly how i imagine it, i get so mad and just quit. i've got to stop doing that. the altered book she gave me is a small book, about a sailor, and it has lots of pictures of ships and the sea. i'm excited to start on it. there's a lot of latin verse that'll add good parts to the pages.

i'm going to try to write a little bit each day on here. i'm trying more and more to take life one day at a time.